Sweet Waters of Oblivion

A picture of you
Hidden and forgotten
Inside the dark caves and lost cloaks of sorrow
Of a closet in my room
Found by mistake
Two people and a child with a doll
Unstoppable tears fall
The picture returns to the gloom
Behind the unseen, but always felt sorrow
Of the closet in my room
None of us was aware of the approaching doom
A dreadful September
I chose not to remember
It’s like you’ve never been there
A stranger in my dreams
It’s so miserable and unfair
My lips have tasted the sweet waters of oblivion
Your dreams are drown to the fire
Of my sea-green eyes
I’ll never know your last desire
I tried to wake up, but how can the sun rise
When it’s already high
On the sky?
I’m not strong enough
To go out naked
And face the sun
I can’t open my eyes
And realize
That you are just a dream
And I’m already awake
You’re a mere illusion of my mind, so fake
That’s not how I’m supposed to remember you
But the pain of your memory
Exiles all the light of my existence
I’m not strong to face the reality
I can’t love a ghost
And you’re gone
I chose to forget
Not only that you left
But also that you were here once
Since I never had a chance to say goodbye
It seemed that you never left
Please forgive me
It tears my heart to millions of damaged pieces
The sunlight burns my soul
It seems that the truth I’ll always deny
You left without a goodbye
And I love you too much to remember
That tragic September